audible

Although I grew up in a very sports fanny house I've never really been into sports. Jeff however has been getting more into sports. He decided to pretend he was a quarterback a couple weeks ago and call an audible when we were already proceeding with a plan. So what's the change... not going to law school. Yeah I definitely gave him an "Um, what?". So for the last couple of weeks we have been trying to figure out what he really wanted to do with his life. He wants to get his masters but there are tons of different masters. He went and took a test at the career center in the WILK and it showed that he should do public administration... so MPA (masters of public administration) it is. Unfortunately that means he now wants to take the GRE which means we will have a year before he starts school. Oh, well at least we have a plan now.

Timing

I have had a millionish blog posts composed in my head for the past 6 months or so but as you can see I never did them. I'm having a hard time right now with the stagnant nature I feel our (mostly my) life is. There are so many things that I want to happen right now and yet they're not. I'm ready to move on but we're still stuck in this chapter. But then again there are times where I think to myself "Why can't I still be a Toys'R Us kid? Why do I need to worry about all this grown up stuff? I'm not old enough for this..." Cooper is going to be 2 in a couple of weeks and one of my biggest plans was to have my kids spaced 2ish years apart. Well that's not going to happen. I have had three, yes three, miscarriages in the past 6 months. Ugh! The Dr.s assure me there is nothing wrong with me (are we looking at the same chart?) so I guess it just isn't the right time. I don't really like sympathy so we have kept this fact to ourselves but I find myself shutting the world and everyone in it out. One of my New Year's resolutions is to be better at letting my friends in so I don't wake up one day friendless... so letting you in I am :). We're still waiting to hear back from all the law schools Jeff applied to so we can decide where we're going to spend the next 3 years of our life. I guess it is all about the right timing.

here's a picture to reward you for reading my rants :)